Fallout 4 and getting to know me

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  • [ – ] Flying_Purple_Pizzas reply Glad you're hanging in there! I was thinking about something today. You know, our minds are not necessarily our best friends. How often do our minds tell us how wonderful and special we are? Never? Yet how often do our minds point out all the things we suck at? Like, all the time? Like, everything? How many times have we stopped doing something we love because our minds told us we are wasting our time, that we'll never be good at it, that we are disappointing other people, that we shouldn't even try if we aren't going to immediately excel at it, that it isn't going to make us rich, that there are people who do it better, that nobody cares anyway? What if we said to our minds "Well, I care! I'm going to do it and enjoy it and make mistakes at it and have fun with it even if I never become an expert and nobody cares!" I was just pondering how I hold myself back from doing things because my mind tells me not to bother. I don't exercise because my mind says I have to really put out tons o...moref effort for an hour or it doesn't matter. I don't meditate because unless I do it for a long time and have a spiritual experience, then it doesn't matter. I don't eat as healthy as I could because unless I do it perfect, it won't matter. I don't follow my dreams and passions because I just won't do well enough to make it matter. Yet the truth is, every tiny bit matters and is helpful. Doing five leg lifts matters. Drinking a cup of pure orange juice matters. Telling myself I matter to the universe, matters. Putting any positive effort into my short little day, matters. Marzie the Fallout champion, matters! Sometimes I ponder things and want to share. The little robot video at the end was cute. Nice pink flamingo. Thanks for sharing with us!
    • MarzieMalfoy parent reply "Well, I care! I'm going to do it and enjoy it and make mistakes at it and have fun with it even if I never become an expert and nobody cares!" ... It's like you're in my head lol... That's exactly what I have to convince myself in order to keep going. Sometimes it only takes a moment to sink in, other times a few weeks. But eventually it does and I continue going. Thank You!
  • [ – ] JessicaMartwin reply MY FAVORITE GAME EVER!!!! You don't look horrible at all :). The Mechanist wasn't nearly as good as Far Harbor. I loved Far Harbor. I think it's my favorite DLC. Have enough missile turrets?! haha. The airport is always full of charred ghouls if you go there before the brotherhood gets there. I finally found the explosive shotgun when I went through there. I like the mods but I like playing without the mods more. I've always wanted one of those pink flamingos. I think the turrets will keep them all safe hahah.
    • [ – ] MarzieMalfoy parent reply Or the flamingos will keep the turrets safe lol Yeah, I found that the Mechanist DLC to be a little boring however I needed it completed for something I am planning for the game later on... so I had to go and trek it XD Far Harbor is my favorite DLC too... next to the Pitt in Fallout 3... I love taking Nick Valentine there. Hancock may be my in-game boo but Nick is my brother (I actually have a brother named Nic lol) Also, you can never have too many turrets hahaha!
      • JessicaMartwin parent reply Go get 'em flamingos!! haha. I always love seeing the flamingos in the game. I need to get a real one :) It is really fun, just way too short. I love building robot settlers. It's a lot of fun. Oh haha. I love Nick's commentary. He's one of the best :) His character makes the game so much better. I always have too many missile turrets. Well, you said you can never have too many so I probably have an adequate amount :D It's great to see other people playing Fallout 4. I've played for 21+ days. I haven't checked in a while though.... I'm a nerd and I'm proud :) Anyway, thanks for sharing. When I start talking about Fallout it's hard to stop...
  • [ – ] theoldsparrow reply I hope you're feeling better soon.
  • [ – ] AmandaFood reply Did you say adorable? yep, that's what I heard <3 Hope you are feeling better.
  • [ – ] USUandS reply "Reminds me of my hometown" was about to say your hometown was much more interesting than mine if they've got turrets. :P Hope you get better soon.
  • [ – ] Boobe2007 reply i love fallout <3
  • [ – ] MFKraven reply god damn them turrets were overkill lol you sounded like Batman "WHERE IS HE?! WHERE?! WHERE IS HEEE?!" :p i hope you feel better buddy :)
    • MarzieMalfoy parent reply I always overkill the turrets... I make sure my settlements are taken care of XD Yay! That's probably the best compliment I've ever received! Thank you so very much!!!!
  • Sweetpotates reply Breaks are totally okay! Everyone has to take em Wait why is the exp constantly increasing?? lol
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