Cuz you know...depression sucks-_-;
hi everyone this is maronapossessed and an update.
sadly, the dear red gameplay won't happen for a bit (like a week or so) for...reasons
See, today was the day I was going to record the gameplay but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I could have done a silent let's play or force myself to do it...but people wouldn't want that.
As you guys don't know...and I really, really, hate talking about it and use it as an excuse...I have depression. Yes the disease. I know some people don't believe in it or some people just don't understand it well. But I have it so, yes...
I am getting treated for it, but the thing is symptoms do come and go.
Of course the best way to help manage the symptoms it is to find something outside to do...and of course, with me being out of college and looking for a job STILL, that is very hard to do. It even makes it hard to do something on the computer and online.
Most of the time off scenes, I help people with a lot like video feedback, video editting, giving advice, and typing guides and such.
And this time...well...not much people need my help on anything.
I am hoping, temporarily, to make a living online by editting videos for others, as I hate to be in the spotlight too often. It makes me feel selfish and mostly insecure.
So coming to the end of the video, thanks for listening. It really, REALLY, means a lot to me. And for feedback...would you like me to do an informative video on depression from my personal experience? Please let me know. Again, thanks for listening.